Posted by: whitneyhand | September 16, 2011

Meditation leads to Revelation

I find myself meditating on the cross again… I find myself being drawn to the cross frequently this year.

If there is one thing I am confident in this morning, it is that my hope and my rest lie beyond the cross, where He dwells!

There are many beautiful aspects of God, today my focus has been on “the Son of Man” …

There are many references in Scripture that speak of Jesus as the Son of Man, fully God, and yet fully human! Allow God to blow your mind on these two scriptures alone…

“And as Moses lifted the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of Man be lifted up, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have eternal life” John 3:14-15

“And I, if I am lifted up from the earth will draw all peoples to Myself. This He said, signifying by what death He would die.” John 12:32-33

Will we give him enough of our day to allow Him to blow our minds?

There are many things that the Lord unveiled to me this morning through these two verses, but what I would like to share is the humility of this beautiful Man. I picture the old city of Jerusalem, Jesus beaten almost to the point of death, carrying a beam on his back through the old streets that weighed more than He did. Crowds of people yelling at Him, cursing Him, spitting in His direction. Two murderers hanging on either side of where He would die… there was yelling, mocking, laughing, even some crying… confusion swirling around with the streams of wind… so many emotions… and yet, He, the Son of Man… who carried His heart with such humility, was the lowest of man that day, and yet He was lifted higher than all! His suffering gave way for the light and life of men of generations to come! I imagine Him hanging on the cross, with a heart posture lower (humility) than all standing around Him, and yet He was physically lifted higher than all those around Him…..

Appearance isn’t always everything…. In the day that I stand before Him, I want to be one found with my heart turned to the Father, no matter what is facing me on this side of eternity.

Posted by: whitneyhand | July 29, 2011

My Soul Waits…

Do you know the moments that completely stand still … sometimes for moments, and sometimes for much longer? For me time is standing still… its an open portal to look years past, like a movie, watching my life flash before my eyes, and yet seeing the future, but non of its defined. Very rare do I find myself in these moments of still time, but when I deep, I like to stop, take a deep breath and gaze through.

Its amazing how much life has happened and how much time has passed by in 29 years. A lot has happened, and yet it feels like nothing significant has happened. I am reminded to not think upon my own opinion of my life, but to cling tightly to that what Jesus defines as significant in my life. It’s pretty significant that I have stayed away from many things this culture and generation usually cling to as normal ways to express life.  It’s pretty significant to Jesus that my heart is towards him in the midst of a wicked and perverse generation.

Those are great things, and yet when I look at my life, I truly ‘feel’ set apart even in a crowd that is set apart. I am not sure if this is a good thing. All around me romantic relationships move forward, friendships are forming, healing is taking place here and there, laughter, sadness… all forms of life rush past me… and yet, my life and me standing in the midst life seems to remain STILL. Not that those things aren’t happening… but life doesn’t feel like its rushing forward… there is a stand still. Time and life are moving forward, and yet I am in a sense watching it, at a stand still.

Sometimes I truly feel like I am of another kind. I am aware of the seriousness of the inner parts of our Spirit life and the tangles of our soul, and sometimes the confusion between the two. I am also aware of the seriousness of the gates the Lord has given us to protect His Spirit life in us. Those gates being, our ear, eyes, and mouth.

When I listen to anything that doesn’t glorify the Lord, and/or exalt His name, I am muting the Spirit of Him in me. I am silencing the spiritual activity in me, causing dullness to take root. A little bit of dullness here, and a little bit of dullness there seems like absolutely no harm, and yet, over time, dullness shuts down my spirit, and I can no longer hear my Beloved one, because I am hearing to many other things. I become less in tune to His sweet voice, He who speaks life and direction to me continuously.

When I watch anything that doesn’t glorify the Lord, and/or exalt His name, I am blinding my spiritual eyes to see activity in the spirit realm (which is more real, than anything we can see with our natural eyes in this life). This isn’t just movies, tv shows, by magazines.  Its a shame, in today’s culture you can’t even drive down the road without seeing a porn filled billboard. We have to guard the gates of our eyes, to only gaze on the beauty of Him who created all beauty. To gaze into Heaven as its being released on earth, and to be apart of it… that is and should be our highest pleasure.

And our mouth gate. This is definitely the gate I have struggled the most with of the three in this life. It’s amazing the restoration I’ve walked through in this area, but only to know, I have further restoration to walk in. I continue to be undone by the humor of this generation and culture… we have softened a form of cursing in sugar coating it calling it “sarcasm”.  When we get in our thoughts, and gaze life in the lens that in ALL things that come from our mouth gate, it is only the dwelling of 2 camps. We are either blessing with our words or we are cursing.

Scripture says that the things we meditate on, eventually become the overflow of our speech. So when we hear things and see things that exalt Christ, and we concern ourselves with heavenly matters, then we are creating a habitation of the Spirit to rise up in us, it no longer leaves room for our soul-ish desires, our time is filled with him and other things that exalt Him. Our speech overflows with tenderness and compassion towards others. We bless others when speaking about them, because we have heard His heart and fullness for them, and in speaking that we are agreeing with Him.

The opposite of these things, obviously is cursing. When we use our time unwisely, watching filth (and this degree is different for everyone, so I am not judging) we begin to agree with the spirit of dullness and that spirit takes root in us. We become less likely and more fuzzy in our hearing His voice. Our Spirit becomes squashed by all the other things its competing with, in us. Also, when we spend more time hearing other things, and watching other things, we start to hear more of the lies we believe about ourselves, and less truth, which is what He speaks to us. And the overflow of our speech is more negative, and we tend to inadvertently or intentionally curse others with our words, in forms of sharing our hearts with others, or forms of sarcasm, or just straight up cursing others.

I once heard a quote said to me, “You can’t be so heavenly that you are no earthly good”… and yet after much meditation upon these words, I’ve realized by the examples of my past that unless I am in alignment with Him I am no earthly good. I am completely useless and dangerous. It’s amazing that we are SO bored that we have to fill our time with so many other things, that we don’t even consider Him who created us out of something that was once nothing. Have you ever thought about eternity? If we get bored on this side of eternity and we struggle to fill our time glorying Him with our time, what are we going to do for eternity with Him? If worship is not apart of our daily lifestyle now, how do you think you will be able to handle it then? Just asking.

All of this to say… for those of you out there, who are the set apart ones, and are feeling even set apart within the set apart crowd, know that you are not alone. You are where you need to be. You, like Mary of Bethany, are taking part in the most precious gift.. to love and be loved by Jesus. To be His friend, is very costly, but it is the highest calling in life. It may seem like everyone around you is walking in the same desires that are in your heart, but continue to press in Him for direction. Don’t give in to the settling of Hope Deferred. His timing is perfect, and there is a reason for the waiting game. He is the Faithful God to complete the work He has begun in you. Don’t despise the days of small beginnings, they get bigger. I too, even now, remind myself of these truths! He is not a God that He should lie, things that He has said will come to pass, will… and I cling to those truths, and yet in the mean time enjoy that I am His friend, and I am careful with gates that He may be glorified and rise up within me.

 

A Song that always brings comfort to me in the waiting game…

My Soul Waits for You Alone

Like the Watchman Wait for Dawn

Here I finally found my place

When I meet You face to face

I finally found where I belong

I finally found where I belong

In Your Presence

I finally found where I belong

Is to be with You!

Posted by: whitneyhand | December 9, 2010

Making a difference in ONE child!

This video was made to honor Derek Loux and his approaching 1 year anniversary of his death. Many of these children I have worked with over the last few months. This message is what I have committed to giving my life to no matter the costs!

 

Posted by: whitneyhand | December 7, 2010

Justice Fellowship 2011

For more information on the Orphan Justice Center or the Justice Fellowship

check out the website

http://orphanjusticecenter.com

Posted by: whitneyhand | November 17, 2010

check out my newsletters from 2010!

New Monthly Newsletter Is Up on the Newsletter Tab! Check it out!!!

Posted by: whitneyhand | November 7, 2010

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Posted by: whitneyhand | November 4, 2010

Article by Charisma Magazine on IHOP-KC

We Won’t Stop Praying

Monday, 01 November 2010 12:00 AM EDT Marcus Yoars 11/10 Magazine Articles Features
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We Won’t Stop Praying

Kansas City’s IHOP is seeing miraculous growth, yet the Mike Bickle-led 24/7 prayer hub continues to  keep one thing—and one Person—at the center

 

 

Mike Bickle is a wanted man.

Not for a misdemeanor or felony. Not for a political endorsement. On the day I arrive at the International House of Prayer Missions Base of Kansas City, he’s being sought after by New York Yankees relief pitcher Mariano Rivera, who’s in town for a series and is checking out what’s become known worldwide simply as “IHOP.” Though Bickle doesn’t recognize the greatest closer in baseball history, he swaps stories with Rivera to the point that I can tell he’s been here before, many times, and is unmoved by celebrities seeking out him or his ministry.

One look at the IHOP director’s closet-size office or modest duplex house (shared with his mother-in-law) and it’s obvious he isn’t too concerned about prestige, money or fame. Instead, Bickle’s priority—dare I say obsession—is about being wanted by another.

The fixation began in July 1988. That’s when, as a 32-year-old up-and-coming pastor, he realized he was being passionately pursued by God Himself. Through a series of divine encounters, the Lord gave Bickle a mandate that his life’s ministry was to be centered on the Bible’s most intimate message: the Song of Solomon.

It wasn’t exactly a natural fit at the time. The son of a Golden Gloves champion, Bickle is a man’s man—his handshake, “man hugs” and love for football affirm this—and he admittedly considered Song of Solomon something better suited “for the women’s ministry.” Yet as his study of the book morphed from weeks to months to years, he became consumed with a foundational truth unveiled throughout Solomon’s poem: God deeply desired him.

He didn’t just like him; the God of the universe was consumed with love for him, His passion so unrelenting that Bickle didn’t stand a chance running from it. He had been created to experience profound intimacy with God, and everything else was secondary.

Fast-forward more than 20 years and Bickle’s revelation of this passion hasn’t just deepened, it’s expanded in step with an 11-year-old ministry that now involves more than 2,000 people and envelopes an entire suburb of Kansas City, Mo. Not only has the 24/7 prayer center literally become a fixture on city maps, its astounding growth has even local unbelievers asking who’s behind this. And that’s just how Mike likes it.

Fire on the Altar

Technically, the blueprints for IHOP were given years before its official launch on May 7, 1999. The idea for 24/7 prayer has been around since the days of King David, and God instructed Bickle to do “24-hour prayer in the spirit of the tabernacle of David” as early as 1983.

“I had never conceived of such a thought,” Bickle says. “I didn’t have a clue what this meant.”

He began holding prayer meetings, even putting the directive from God on the wall in his church’s prayer room. About 20 people would show up three times a day, seven days a week. This continued for most of the next 16 years throughout Bickle’s rise as a globally known pastor, speaker and author, and even through the “Kansas City Prophets” controversy—which, when you hear Bickle recount the turmoil surrounding him and his church in the early 1990s, is laughable as he confidently asserts that his accusers grossly misrepresented his beliefs and practices. (Googling “Mike Bickle,” however, still proves the vitriolic attacks on him that linger from this sham are anything but funny.)

After years of what Bickle calls “pretty boring” prayer, a series of supernatural events and divine directives prompted him and 20 full-time “intercessory missionaries” to launch IHOP. The idea was novel: the full-time occupation of intercessors who raise their own support and commit to 50 hours a week, half of which is spent in a central prayer room that blends intercession with musical worship, and half of which is spent in either ministry or service.

“This is not a slothful, musicians-showing-up-late thing,” Bickle says of the requirements. “I’m not a singer or a musician, but I am a coach. We have clarity and discipline and goals. And if you don’t do that, you have to quit.”

None of the original 20 did. In fact, by Sept. 19, 1999, worship ascended heavenward around-the-clock from a tiny trailer in Grandview, Mo. “We started a worship set 11 years ago in September, and the music has never stopped,” Bickle says. “We call that keeping the fire on the altar.”

That concept proved invaluable throughout the “trailer years” when a lean staff did whatever it took to keep the fire going, at times playing instruments with gloves in weeklong snow storms with no electricity. Misty Edwards, IHOP’s most recognized worship leader today, was part of the original group and led 12 two-hour sets each week for nine years.

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“In those early days, the music being related in our brains to fire was brilliant, because we would’ve definitely been silent many, many times in the night watch,” she says. “We wouldn’t have existed if we didn’t know that we couldn’t stop.”

By the following year IHOP had grown to 100-plus staff members and was attracting a predominantly college-age crowd. Ever the long-term thinker, Bickle knew he’d encounter waning zeal among these 20-somethings (“Intercession will wear anyone out,” he says) and began establishing a long-term model for worship that could keep the musicians and singers motivated through the 12 two-hour sets each day.

“Structure is critical,” he tells me while diagramming orders of worship as if they were football plays, “and that’s what a lot of folks don’t get. They think it will be just endlessly creative, but typically it’s creative for 30 minutes, and then it stalls. You’ve got to launch and land.”

Schooled in Prayer

As regimented as that structure may sound to those who thrive on spontaneous worship and prayer, it’s integral to what happens in the prayer room—which, in turn, is the heart of everything IHOP is and does. The ministry includes 1,000 full-time staff and 1,000 full-time students at the university, IHOPU, yet each person’s role, function and purpose at IHOP begins entirely in the prayer room, where adoring Jesus is blended with rending the heavens on behalf of everything from abortion to Israel to revival on college campuses.

For IHOPU students, the prayer room serves as an essential extension of the classroom. “We have a 24/7 prayer room in which music begins to be one of the primary discipleship tools,” says IHOPU President Allen Hood. “[Students are] learning the Bible faster than ever, they’re singing the Word, praying the Word and crying over the Word. Their heart’s expanding at the same rate as their head. As an educator, I believe this is one of the best greenhouses I’ve ever seen. Because they don’t learn in a vacuum where concepts cause them to be cynical; they learn in a place of worship where it causes them to weep over concepts.”

Skeptics may question the academic quality of a school that leans on prayer as its main teacher, but not to be overlooked are the 36 master’s degrees and nine doctorates represented among IHOP’s leadership. Rich Stevenson, a former Asbury College professor who now serves as IHOP’s director of community life, is quick to emphasize the dramatic results of centralizing prayer in the educational process.

“There’s something about learning in an environment of night-and-day prayer that’s sealing truth in these students at a rate I’ve never seen before,” he says. “To stand before them and teach is daunting because they’ve brought their Bible and their class notes into the prayer room and interacted with Jesus over those things. It creates an unbelievable young adult who knows the Word of God.”

Such a prayer-saturated climate undoubtedly factored into the student “awakening” that erupted out of a 9 a.m. Bible class last November and continued first as nightly, then weekend meetings through early October. The move of the Holy Spirit drew thousands, many of whom reported physical and emotional healings. Broadcast globally on God TV, the awakening not only introduced IHOPU to a new audience, but also played a part in a surge of incoming students that includes those from abroad. This fall the university began accepting overseas applications for the first time, and leaders say they have more than 5,000 international students waiting to enroll.

Properties From Heaven

While IHOP could possibly double in size over the next year, staff members have already seen God’s hand at work preparing the ministry for exponential growth. As Bickle and I drive in his Toyota Corolla around the dozen Grandview properties, he points out entire apartment complexes and housing communities filled with nothing but IHOPers. In 2008, Forbes ranked Grandview among the top 10 fastest-dying towns in the country, and the economic decline opened doors for staff and students to purchase housing at dirt-cheap prices. Just as amazing as the potential for prayer warriors to literally possess an entire suburb in the heart of America are the over-the-top supernatural stories of how God provided each of IHOP’s sites.

“I know, I know,” Bickle says as he sees me shaking my head during one account. “It’s remarkable.”

Remarkable. The man uses the word so often he should trademark it, yet there may be no better way to describe the rich, prophetic and supernatural history behind several key facets of IHOP—a history that took Bickle no fewer than eight hours to recount at the ministry’s 10-year anniversary mark and involves prophecies, visions, trances and God’s audible voice.

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From shopping malls to lush retreat sites to churches, Bickle has watched God seemingly drop multimillion-dollar properties into his lap, all without him having to once go on TV or write letters asking for money. Years ago, he vowed to go, do and say anything the Lord asked as long as He supplied the necessary leadership and finances. So far the deal has not only been upheld, it’s repeatedly left Bickle shaking his head—as in the case of what’s known as “the Truman property.”

Covering 125 acres that stretch along Highway 71, the estate was one of many belonging to Grandview native President Harry S. Truman. As the first president to recognize and intercede for the nation of Israel, Truman sold the land to a Jewish couple. In 2007, the couple’s children knocked on IHOP’s door and, without knowing of the ministry’s intercessory commitment to Israel, offered the property for a mere $1 million, despite its $10 million market value. Within days an IHOP supporter had covered the transaction. Adding to the story’s prophetic twist, when the title deed was signed on Jan. 27, 2008, it marked exactly 50 years to the day from when Truman had sold the property.

“The way the properties have come to pass, it’s a clear master plan,” Bickle says. “We got them one by one, sometimes with supernatural provision, with no thought of them being tied together. It was like pieces of a puzzle. We got the outer pieces first, and we put literally no effort into getting any of these properties. They came to us, somebody pointed it out, the money came in within a week or two—we didn’t solicit it—and now 10 or 20 years later, there’s a master plan. The puzzle pieces are coming together. From a global point of view, it’s one big campus from heaven that nobody figured out.”

Going Global

That campus isn’t just expanding in Kansas City, it’s reaching virtually every nation of the world, thanks in part to IHOP’s relationship with Youth With a Mission (YWAM). Though the 24/7 prayer center has long partnered with the world’s largest missions organization, this year YWAM founder Loren Cunningham asked Bickle to meet with him and strategize on how to call the entire missions movement to prayer.

Together with a team of top leaders, they dreamed of seeing prayer watches in every missions organization and took the first step by establishing one at YWAM’s headquarters in Kona, Hawaii. But when it came to what that should look like, the conversation grew interesting as Bickle advised against the idea of a 24/7 Kona house of prayer.

“If you go 24/7, you’re out of the game,” he explained to the group of young leaders. “People visit from all over the world, check us out, then go home and say, ‘I’m going to try to do one of these,’ and within two years utterly fail. Then we lose them for 10 years in the prayer movement because they say they tried it and it didn’t work.”

Instead, the IHOP leader emphasized the need to start with something more easily replicated—a two-, six- or eight-hour-a-day, six-days-a-week version that included “bad worship teams with a broken-string guitar. … The whole world can imitate that.”

Bickle recognizes, as he’s learned from Cunningham, that it’s more important to influence rather than control. He’s not looking to expand the IHOP brand—in fact, more than once we discuss the countless requests his staff gets from people wanting to “start an IHOP” in their city.

“We don’t want to franchise,” he says with a bitter twist of irony, given a recent trademark infringement lawsuit from the pancake-maker IHOP. “We want people to join what’s going on in their own cities; we don’t want anybody joining us. It’s much better that way for everybody.”

He’s proved this for years by allowing people to copy, distribute or plagiarize any of his teaching material, believing it not only causes people to take ownership of the material, it also causes them to argue for and fight for the message.

Preparing for the End

One of those messages has actually become Bickle’s calling card in recent years and furthered the controversy that, for reasons beyond his control, surrounds him. Mention Mike Bickle’s name to most charismatic believers and, aside from prayer or passion for Jesus, they’ll automatically think of the end times. Indeed, Bickle has developed a unique twofold emphasis of the praying church’s call to deeply love Jesus as “friends of the bridegroom” and its role in the end times as forerunners.

As was the case with the Song of Solomon, the latter wasn’t a message he’d planned to give. Bickle calls his end-times thrust a “sovereign accident” that began with a challenge from his staff to do a 10-week series on the book of Revelation. That series turned into a seven-year sermon during which he would preach on Saturday nights and meet with a group of 20 leaders the following day to poke holes in his teaching.

“It ended up becoming a laboratory for understanding,” he says, adding that often the greatest course-changers would come from young students who were out to “prove the old man wrong.” Through this process, Bickle has landed upon teaching historic premillennialism with the added dimension of a victorious church walking in New Testament power, purity and unity.

For all Bickle’s passion to unlock in others the revelation of a loving God, he is equally as zealous to stir up a sense of immediacy and understanding among those who disregard the Bible’s specific, copious directions for the end times, which he personally believes will be seen by a generation already born.

“My generation is profoundly ignorant of what the Bible says about the end times,” he admits. “How can we go decade after decade and continue to be ignorant? Somewhere we’ve got to get intentional about getting somebody understanding it so that in the future they’ll be ready to train the kids who are currently 10 and 20. Who I’m aiming for is my children and their children—and even their children.”

That long-term generational target is also one of the driving forces behind IHOP’s recently expanded vision to combine 24/7 prayers for justice with 24/7 works of justice until Christ’s return. Of the 75 departments that make up IHOP, more than three-fourths are dedicated to action outside the prayer room—everything from orphan care to crisis response to inner-city ministry to training marketplace leaders. This is in addition to a thriving worship label, music school, conference ministry, media institute, Israel initiative, children’s and high school ministries, and an ever-increasing list of other ministries making their mark.

As powerful as each of those is, what sets IHOP apart from most organizations is a corporate cultural of humility that, amid rapid and exciting expansion, understands its core function will always remain in the prayer room.

“If your idea is that people are just sitting there in the prayer room, you’re missing the point. You have to have a revelation of what’s happening in that room or it’s just sitting there,” Bickle tells me before we enter the prayer room for an intercessory set he’s leading with Edwards. As if following a script, we walk in right as she sings what’s become the cry of an entire army of worshippers: How far will you let me go? / How abandoned will you let me be?

It isn’t long before my eyes well up with tears. Not just because I have the sense I’m in a place that’s changing history. No, I’m simply overwhelmed with the same revelation Mike Bickle and 2,000 other prayer warriors share: I, too, am a wanted man.


Marcus Yoars is the editor of Charisma and is still reeling from his life-changing visit to IHOP for this story.

 


Watch and listen to some of IHOP’s 24/7 prayer and worship at ihop .charismamag.com

 


Prayer in Action

As IHOP celebrated its 10-year anniversary last year, the organization expanded its vision to include 24/7 works of justice with the 24/7 prayers for justice already in place. Here are a few of the ministries and initiatives that now make up this growing missions hub:

  • Exodus Cry (prayer and fasting against human trafficking)
  • Hannah’s Dream/Zoe Foundation (promotes and provides adoption services)
  • Hope City (inner-city prayer meetings, outreaches, community kitchen, etc.)
  • Crisis Response International (mobilizes volunteer response to disasters)
  • Orphan Justice Center (cares for orphans and refugee minors)
  • African-American Forerunner Alliance (prayer and networking for leaders within the black community)
  • Women’s Life Center (provides homes and restoration programs for abuse victims, prostitutes, young unwed mothers, etc.)
  • onething (equips young adults through conferences)
  • Joseph Company (trains marketplace leaders)
  • Israel Mandate (teaches and mobilizes intercessors worldwide for Israel)



 

What If Prayer Consumed Every College Campus in America?

Though most of the 2,600 colleges in the United States have some Christian ministry presence, few have entire groups of students dedicated to praying for their schools. IHOP’s Luke18 Project hopes to rectify that by the end of the 2012-2013 school year by establishing “prayer furnaces” on every campus in the nation.

“Prayer is the simplest thing to do, but nobody does it because it’s so simple,” says Executive Director Brian Kim, who birthed the initiative after watching thousands of college students cry out to God on behalf of their campuses at TheCall in Nashville, Tenn., in 2007. “We’re looking for young Daniels, so to speak, who are not just surviving on their college campuses but dominating. We’re calling young adults to a culture of prayer and a life of mission.”

While prayer serves as the project’s foundation, the end goal is to equip and send out 10,000 students by 2020 from these campuses to the hardest and darkest places of the world. In only three years, the Luke18 Project has already established 400 prayer furnaces, mostly by word-of-mouth.

“Why sit on the sidelines in the greatest missionary enterprise of history? Let’s go finish the task,” Kim says. “The Luke 18 Project is our small part. We’re tiny—10,000 is a blip on the screen, but we’re just trying to be obedient to what God wants us to do.”

Read more: http://www.charismamag.com/index.php/component/content/article/1529-features/29497-we-wont-stop-praying#ixzz14IMFXNgg

Posted by: whitneyhand | October 2, 2010

Undone by HIS love!

I am so in love with the Father… sometimes I am so overwhelmed by His goodness and His beauty! There hasn’t been anything in particular in the last month that is like oh wow, He is so good because of this and this…. He just is good and this revelation is so sweet to my taste! His love  for me is just popping out of my seams of existence…. Oh how I long to love him the way he loves me in return. Oh how I long to love the ones that are precious to his heart… in a like manner that he has sought after me and loved me…

Oh, Holy Spirit… teach me the love of the Father, and his beautiful Son. Teach your ways of relating to one another, yet as one! That I would suffer long, walk in kindness and not envy, that I would love in humility not puffed up in my own perception and understand of you, that I would love not seeking after my own gain or need, but the needs of others, that I would love as the Father loves… that as you Father bear all things, that I would bare the burdens of your heart, and release them to you in intercession and joy! Teach me love, teach me your love, and how to walk it out as pure and undefiled religion before you!

I long to know this love… and yet what I feel tonight… i can’t contain… it’s busting out… You are so kind and You are so beautiful. Shine your light and truth in my inner most parts, that I might love the way you love. That it would not be a shadow of the things that you did while you walked on earth… but that I would SHINE YOUR LIGHT and YOUR LOVE in this hour in this moment….

YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL, YOU’RE WORTH IT ALL!

Posted by: whitneyhand | June 12, 2010

May 2010 Newsletter!

May 2010

Check out my newest Newsletter! Its from May! June will be up in the next week or two.

Its a 2 part message on Justice and Mercy. It is also on my beginning workings on a future sustainable community.

Blessings!

Posted by: whitneyhand | May 3, 2010

Glory Revealed!

To some this may be a Tree, but to me it Continues to be a face of the Eternal God:

Comforter
Restorer of All Things
Safe Haven
Hiding Place
Glory
Revealer of Truth
Awesome in Splender
Beautiful
Defender
Ever-Present Help
Enduring
Maker
Shield
AND FRIEND!
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I was trying to go somewhere else tonight, and …my GPS took me 40 min out of the way to the Glory Tree, He was trying to show me His face again! ♥ Back when I first moved to Kansas City, I came across this gorgeous tree, and in hard times, I always found myself back at the tree trunk. Well once again, it’s a hard season, where the Lord is doing a lot in my heart, taking out everything that hinders love! So in an attempt to go to a small group 5 minutes from my house, I end up driving in the opposite direction blindly following my GPS, and before I recognized where I was, out from among the industrial buildings popped the beautiful lush green field and the Glory tree! God continues to show me a different face of who He is, every time I am at the tree! Tonight it was FAITHFUL AND TRUE!

He is Faithful to Provide all I could ask for or imagine and He is True to His word! He never changes!

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